Trust

Trust is a heavy resonsibility. You only have ONE chance with it. Break it once and you can never get it totally whole again. I am struggling to establish it once more. Everyday is a challenge. Doubts abounds from every corner. Sometimes they come in sizes larger than monsters. Other days they trip in in tiny dosages but still lethal in its poison.
I know that the other party is trying hard too but I wonder if its harder on me.
There are days when I want to scream or run and disappear. Then I remember and evaluate the past. Perhaps what was as good as it was deserves a second chance. What worries me is I may be setting myself up for more hurt in the future. Am I?