Looking for a hero

Feeling 'somewhere in the middle'. Not happy. Not sad. Not enthuastic. Not upset.

Almost feeling of nothingness. Maybe this how the astronauts feel physically when suspended in space.

I need some excitement in my life. Like fireworks in the dark sky.

Like when the missing hero finally appears in the movie. He comes to save the day; he comes to carry the heroine into the sunset.

But where is he?

God! Right now I need a superhero.

WHERE is he?