End

Tonight I take the flight home.
Last night JAR and I had a disagreement about where we are heading to.
We are not thinking in the same direction. Its time to let go. After more than a decade.
Woke up this morning feeling tired and sad.
As usual we communicated again and shared hugs.
JAR then drove me to see the 'house of future dreams'
He continued to dream of things to do to improve it and make it habitable,
I stood at his side and knew that I was not included in the future picture.
The decision stands ..... I leave, thankful for the experience, looking forwards to a different future.