Calm before the storm

By the end of this week, I should be deep in work-what-nots.
This will go on for a period of three weeks minimum. I am still recovering from a week of family celebrations. I am in the in-between stage of finding it hard to let go of the relaxed routine and being eager to get into the adrenaline rush of work.
Its almost like the feeling I get after a vacation spent on an overseas trip.
Speaking of vacations, my looked forwards trip is now just a month away. I am a little apprehensive of this trip. Alot happened during our last meeting. There was a very short break up period. Am I in denial?