Saturday, January 01, 2011

Cry as u resolve.

I like Face-book because it is inter-active.
U get almost immediate response to whatever u put up there.
U can get people to just state they like what u wrote.
In fact, u can say u like what u wrote if u so wish.
U can put up pictures and links and really bring people into ur life.

FB however, does not allow u to write to ur heart's content.
They limit the number of characters u can write on ur status.
So u cannot really express in words all that u feel.

I still need this blog to sometimes cry out my thoughts and feelings.

Today is 1 January 2011.
I wrote on my FB about not having any new year's resolutions this time.
Just wanting to 'clean-up' my life....and move forwards.
So easy to say. So hard to live up to.

I have had tears over what I might have to let go.
Not any material items. I do not cry over those.

Some ties are easy to let go off.
U meet people u initially thought were good for enriching ur life and then in a couple of weeks u see sides of them that do not do so.
Those u can easily say goodbye to.

Some have been around for too long.
U just hang in there maybe because u remember the good earlier days and think they may come again.
Some times there are good spots in the relationship so u continue to hang on.

Some people u give excuses for.
Maybe its because u do or did love them.
But u need to look hard into the relationship.

When some one doesn't love u the way u deserve to be loved, u need to let go.
If it is so hard for him to say he loves u without choking or trying to hide it, or saying it cos u say it so he has to say it ...... u know u have to let go.
U have held on for long enough.
Move on.

Respect is an important part of loving.
U have to understand what is important to the life, culture, religion, community of the person u love.
The moment u forget, then that means u have forgotten an important part of the loving.
Or maybe it means u have stopped ur part of the loving.

So, clean up ur life.
This is a good time to do so.
Its OK to cry as u do it.
Its OK to cry.

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1 Comments:

Blogger Terry said...

hello june...i haven't been here for a a few days and i even just didn't have the heart to blog with dad golden being so sick...and needing so much care!
we have found that there is a blood pressure pill that he should not be on and another one that should have been split in half and so now he isn't so weak and dizzy.
i have stayed over night for almost a week but that is all right

june this post has such a sad note about it...i really don't see anything in your life that you have to clean up..after all if we do need cleaning up..god will do it all for us!
if anything dear june, you i have seen are NOT a material person..what means the most to you is your sweet family..
i hope that you have not been disappointed in me june because i think that it would break my heart if you ever thought that i wouldn't quit hanging around..
you are important to me..
i know that i am not much on facebook but i remember when you were away so long, i just had to go there now and then to see how you were doing...
junie of malaysia...YOU truly do deserve to be loved! ...and i love you! i REALLY do!...love terry

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