o no!

Its been quite a few days (weeks?) since my last blog.
Some horrible updates - the company that manufactures the products for my face had decided to "upgrade" its skin lightener and renewal complex items. New packaging, new output that does not oxidise (read as change to brown color) as easily.
So I tried the new items. My skin did not take to it immediately. Correction, I believe my skin hated the new mixture. The dark spots on my cheeks reappeared. I panicked. Called my beautician. She came over. Must have patience she says. Its just a reaction to the pure vitamin C she says
Everyday I looked at the mirror. Morning. Afternoon. Evening. Night.
I am losing my patience.
I bought a machine that supposed to 'help' the skin's absorption of the products. Set me back a couple of thousand bucks.
Still no improvement.
I am starting to look and feel ugly once again.

OK. I shall wait a week or two more. Maybe its the stress of work. Been so busy lately.
Will I come out of this looking like a swan or an ugly duck?